I wish I oozed with confidence and wasn't so afraid to speak my mind. I'm genuinely afraid that I'm not a good enough person and that I may even come across to others as even slightly selfish, guarded or unfriendly. Now, I don't believe that I carry any of those personality traits
(well, I really hope I don't...) but at the hands of some undeniable force I cannot help but worry that I may appear to possess a mere hint of a negative persona. Sometimes sentences can be on the edge of my tongue, often even positive words, and I just can't seem to vocalise them because I don't want my opinion to be interpreted as boastful or self righteous.
There's so much hate in this world, so much cruelty. I want to be one of the better ones, one of those people that society values, mother's are proud to have nurtured, friends are thankful for their loyalty, and lovers are grateful for their compassion.